Left out

This has been a year of not only personal pain, but mental pain. I was in an auto accident in August of 2009, and from that time one I have felt that the Doctors have not wanted to help me in any way at all. I am continually sent from one Doctor to another and always with the same story. "I don't know what to do to help you, so am sending you to a specialist, and hopefully we will be able to find an answer."
I have went into depression over no help, and always more pills. I talked to others and they also have felt they had gotten the run around.
It is also during this time that my Father passed away and I watched as my brother and sisters all told me what Dad had promised them and how they would treasure them and pass them down to their children. I was hurt mentally because my Dad never left me anything, my family has offered to share something with me, but the hurt causes me to say no. I do not understand why I was left out, and anger took its place in my heart for a short time. I felt wounded beyond what I felt I could bear. But something happened to me, and the anger left. I realized that my Heavenly Father left me a gift more precious than any one person could have done. He left me with a promise of eternal life, and a family that does not have to feel sorry for me but to share with me in that promise. A Heavenly Father that does not choose favorites, but loves us all the same. He never asks me for something but seems to go out of His way to give me all I ask for.
I feed on that love and understanding that He knows how I felt for a while. I am safe in His care.